I think were on the same boat.

xxxxx

I'm here huni

how are u?

much love Amanda xxx

I'm here.

have been gone for awhile.

how have u been?

~cassidy~

 You are not a failure !!!!!

dont think negative!

think of the weight you have lost,
your amazing!!!

Muchlove&support

Juicyx

Im here :)

xxx

YOU ARE NOT FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO NOT GO TO 5 STONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU WILL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People care very much about you,
although it might not always seem that way,
And YOU WILL NOT FAIL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Much love&support

Juicyx 

Nooooo. I dont even want to think about how much bigger mine are!

Currently...your my thinspo

And its good to be back

xxxx

Okay...in a few hours your going to hear a knock on your door

That will be me, come to steal your legs

See you soon

pah ha ha im just kidding..but seriously...if it was possible (and legal) you know I would

Love xxxx

Hope you feel better soon =[
you're so pretty and thin!

Hi
how are u?
At the end of the month I'm leaving MDD
so I wont have any Ana support or anything
I really can't afford to loose the support I have on here
so if you could please give me addresses (snail mail)
and cell/mobile numbers
please I wont be able to access the net at all
no thinspo, no pro ana nothing
just me
thats why Ineed you guys to repliy
please please repliy I cant afford to loose such great freinds
stay strong
much love Amanda xxx

thanks skinny babes ;)

xxx

well were still here.... it's great that your back.  sorry if that doesn't sound genuine its been a ruff night.  but it realy is good that your back.

stay strong

*beth*

aww hope to see you soon huni

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

150 cals is good.. waaay betta than like 2000 ay?

on scott.. his loss.

Love&Support Chloe xxxxxxxxxxx

huni i'd consider that good

it could have been a total binge

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

aww hang in there babe

im sure things will work out in the end

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

Aw thanks for the comment. You are too kind. :D

YAY TOOTH GEL! Party like it's 1999!

:]

Hehe thanks!

do u know what's wrong with your tooth or is it just hurting really bad?

shoppings fun!!

what kind of outfit are you looking for?

~cassidy~

Sorry about ur tooth. that sucks.

good luck with the guy issue, but i think it's good that ur not staying with him since u don't like him that way. lol.

Hope you have fun on Sunday and u find a cute outfit to wear!

~cassidy~

:L Thankss  Glad your pretty good too

apart from the toothache :L

Have a good weekend :) 

Juicyx

What was the wrong choice? I know how you feel. I am so stressed. I just can't seem to be happy anymore and my husband is now seeing it. Hope you have a great day! Just think, it is FRIDAY!!!

thanks baby=)bt no way!! ur a hundred billion times prettier!! and like.. thanks on the advice!hey i have like a hairdresser to advise me.. thats ultra cool!! I think i wanna go ashless simpson colour tho:S! lol.. 

Anyways, If scott makes ya happy so be it!=)

night..

Love&Support, Chloe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

That was really good.

and

Sooooo true.

stay strong

~cassidy~

I read that and it describes exactly how id feel after an arguement with my ex.

I like it, its sad obviously, but its good

And at least something good has come out of this

xx

Thankyouu  my life is fkeddddd tho.

just need to carry on.

Get better.

xxx

sory you're feelin so sh*t. dnt get wat simon did but.. f*** him anyways, you're not a waste of space! and you are worthy to be here. chillax abou the food too cuz girl u eat literally nothing!

Love&Support, Chloe xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

what the hell?
are yall not supposed to mean emotionallly attached, i'm sure it says more about "simon" in your other entrys i just haven't read them...but i was guessing yall were together and if so, why wouldn't yall be emotionally attached?

don't beat yourself up to much.

I feel so bad tonight aswell,

we will get through it,

everything shall work out,
we will be happy

Okay?

Juicyx

this simon dude seems like a douche
you cant be 'f***buddies'
because you will always get hurt
it seems like he thinks with
his dick not his heart or head

Gah I hate Mia.

Its so stupid!

Hope it works out with Simon (im pretty sure its Simon lol, sorry if its not, im kinda tired), sounds like he's interested just needs some time maybe?

Good luck anyways xxx

aww huni cheer up

you know i'm here for you right?

stay strong

much love Amanda xxx

Heheh
I'm trying to be nice to Jake
Cause I like him but he likes some boy
So I'm like eh but yeah
Hahah he won't let me pay =/
Lol

roseXpetal

we're both named steff, our bdays are close, and i feel fat too.
but what girl doesnt feel fat? silly.  <3

Good night

and ur really pretty!

~cassidy~

You're joking. me strong? pfffft! harharhar! YOU are the ones whos doing amazingly. You've reached my on true goal. f***in hell woman! Your so lucky.

I  jus LOVE u!:O btw, LOVE the hair!

xxxxxxx

Thankyou :)

Im not though lol

Please can you add me to your favourites....that kinda rude... dont if you cba :)

Much support 
 Juicyx

Oh My gawd, I wish I was that so much.

You do sound fat what so ever.

Juicyx

i wish i wish i wish i were taht tiny lady cakes!!

im so tryin to lose alot soon.
take care and i hope thigns are goin good
sammi

Wooww 7stone 2lb :O

I wish I was that :(

And when you say you havent eaten for a couple of days, do you mean nothing atall?

If thats right, oh my gosh, you are strong!

Much support

Juicyx

hey hun
good job on not eating
:]

i lost 5 lbs ....

[juxeboxjamieanorexia]

good for u not eating :)

goodd luck

Juicyx

omg, thats way cool hun=) haha! i want a buddy like that.. its like everyone thinks that fasting is so bad and its like wtf? u dont no.. so its reaaallly good that u guys are 'understanding' each other! haha ur so sweet dedicating it to her n all!xxx

[ObsessiveLovage]

Oh wow.

that's soooo nice.

Mdd is a great place to meet people that understand you. I think it's great that you guys are like "outside" of the site friends too. That's soo cool.

~cassidy~

aww thanks so much huni thats so sweet

stay stong

much love Amanda xxx

thanks for the comment on my entry no1 seems to do it and i want help :)

do you have msn ... maybe i could talk to you on there?

up to you

w.bakk

xxxx

that is lucky

i wish i had someone near me

no one here rly understands

they all treat it as some sort of joke yanno
Take care

good luck with taht!!
Sammi

Men are actually so predictable- I've been going out with Jace for over 3 years and I still have to play hard to get occasionally- he'll go through a phase where he needs "space"- if I just leave him to it and do my own thing he comes running back in no time.  Confuses the sh*t out of him!  Ha!

aww thanks :] so, you had a fun day today!! dry humping, sounds fun. lol

so how are ya?

xoxox- jamie

thanks for your help :)

x

i do understand. im not emo like. . .AT ALL. i wear bright colors and people think im a prep for some reason (it pisses me off to no end!) (im not a prep!!!!) but uh yeah. . . im not. but i cut like an emo. i used to  do it everyday five or six or. . . ten times a day but now i only do it when im feelin really desperate for freedom. i got ya here. and i understand

-me

Hey... I hope you are feeling a bit better- you sound so SAD! It makes me sad for you  

Feel better chicky with the pretty hair!  (I know, I haven't seen it yet, but your hair always looks pretty in your pics)

ttyl :]

[juxeboxjamieanorexia]

Good night

i'll talk to you tomorrow!!

~cassidy~

Wow ur dad went all out. lol. ur list seems a lot better.

I actually did the same thing except with my brother earlier. He had doughnuts too...and muffins. Damn muffins suck! i love them :(

I will show everyone some day. I WILL be beautiful and thin and they can all just go jump in a  hole.

and i read ur last few entries. I didn't know u cut. I took a break from it like a month ago. but lately i've been wanting to cuz i keep screwing up and things keep going wrong.

wow it's early there!!

i'll be on awhile if ya wanna talk

~cassidy~

i used to be a cutter, but i stopped. i miss t sometimes.
but i have anorexia to focus on.
IF YOU EVER WANNA TALK IM HERE FOR YA!. i know we just started talking but im always here for ya. I know how hard cutting can get

that person below is a jerk!! i think that same person has commented me too?

im doing greaat. How bout you?

i would be upset if a friend found out i had this site. i dont worry about my mom finding out because she has no idea how to use a computer, lol. i cant even teach her how to use an iPod. If my friends found out, they'd read my post and would talk to me, and make me feel guilty.

but i need to get a hobby, or find things to do outside the house so im not tempted to eat. lol

yeah ick i dont really like mia either!

on the up side u havent eaten so thats reallly good!!=)

yeah, hairdressers always have reallly col hair so its pretty cool tbh!=)

Support&Love, Chloe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

OH can't wait to see the pics!!
i bet ur hair looks AMAZING!!

good job so far today stay strong!

~cassidy~

hey, your hair sounds really cool :)

ive never dyed my hair, i would love to have it random colours, but my mother wont let me :( im rather guuted lol.

loves your girl; farrah chelsea x

woah=O long time no talk=O

isyour hair all those colours..crazy! u must hav alota confidence too do that!=O u betta post a pic that is SO cool!

Support&Love, Chloe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thank you [=  I hope your outing went well.

<3

Hasnt worked for some reason

Tell me your addy. No-one else'll be able to see it cause this diary's private xxx

Heyy its LoveMex

Look at my entry please?

xxx

Good song

All my friends went through a stage where they were all talking about it but that was the first time id heard it cause I didnt want to be just another "Die Romantic" fan lol

Might go download it now actually lol

xxx

Wont make any difference I promise

And if it does, it'll be gone in a day or two

Just try and stay happy :)

Was today fun?

xxx

It was just one tiny slip up!

You do awsum every other day, you probably deserve a little treat so dont beat yourself up about it.

Tomorrows another day xxx

HEY I hope u have a good time!

^Ha it's in colors!

It's a pretty message!

lol

~cassidy~

Heyy

Check out my entry xxxx

Invent an illness.

You have a stomach bug. Headache. Bad throat. Whatever.

Good luck xxxx

Dont do it if you think theres any chance at all!!!!!! of you feeling bad about it after

And use a condom obviously!!

xxxxx

YEEEEEAA go girlie:) i did too. but i was drunk and my hangovers include lots of vomiting so im not as cool as you.good job!

-me

today i got rid of my mac and cheese :) (only thing ive aten lol)

Sammi

haha yeah thats another reason im going semi, i want to be able to post tips and stuff. i got tons! ask me and ill tell you anything.

love

-me

And oooh just read your comments

Id love some gig tips lol

And your lucky you dont like cheese...If im in the mood for it, nothing can hold me back!

Pah ha ha xxx

Stupid chavs

And maybe something will happen with that guy..

You never know

Good luck anyways xxx

You are Beautiful!!!!! 

Thank you so much for the comment!! Losing weight wont get rid of my problems......  that had a big impact on me.. Thank you soo much!!!  I hope you have a good day hun!!! =)

Thanks...i'm not thin tho :/

but that sounds kind of fun, but it probably would've been better with out having to go to work.

What band were u with??

~cassidy~

Ur really pretty. looks like u had a fun time.

i like ur hair and u have awesome eye make up. Like omg it's awesome...wish i could do that. lol

ur bracelets are pretty too, i like the pink one :)

~cassidy~

Haha that sounds awsum

Ive got my first gig soon

Cant wait

And yer...Its gonna be fun lol

If I get the job anyways xxxxxx

do you actually lose weight like that??? Ive been cutting back ALOT lately.. I ALWAYS feel gross..

plus ive had a lot on my mind lately...

[bananna]

well you missed my total freak out:)

but its ok you can read my last few entries to recap no worries

[lildarkshadow]

huni i'll join you s

good luck and stay strong

much love Amanda xxx